okay since everyone is doing this month-to-month memories.. i guess i will too.

summer- the nightly tennis practices. man i miss those

august- the uberly long road trip.. and going back to school. seeing old friends and becoming better friends with people and getting to know new people

september- dont really remember things from the beginning semester..

october- jason debs mases bday.. i remember jason party. i started liking vincent loh then.. haha crazy times. also, i met arnold that night online.. thanks for that mishy =P i remember halloween.. trick or treating with rachel, nicole, rachel, and anna. times i wont forget =P then again, this is the time where laura started claiming that i ditched her and my other friends.. grew apart from my group of friends and grew deeper into the asian crew. lost alot of valuable friendships in the process..

november- the ice skating thing.. had fun with that.. thanksgiving break. going to the movies with tam and kat and tara and jason. getting closer to jason.. and eventually started going out with him. i remember.. mishys party. lasertag. first time i met arnold.. heh i remembr getting pissed off at my parents for almost not letting me go..

december- becoming friends with laura again.. thats all i actually remember.. and christmas.. and the break.. nothing really happened..

january- going back to school.. and meeting some new people in my pe class.. like kat chien. shes become one of my closest friends in the world and im happy to call her my mei mei

february- valentines day.. the "break-up".. nothing else i particularly remember..

march- depression.. it hink this month and many months before.. my birthday and birthday party.. saw friends i havnt seen in months such as javier.. became closer to arnold.. learned that many of my friends can really listen to me when im down.. like david western =) then the lockin.. although i couldnt go, i went to fellowship.. asked raymond out.. heh.. went to austin and babysat crazy cousin.. getting to know alot of people.. i think this is the month of the tennis match where i met albert and long.. hehe

april- well this might be the month of the tennis match.. dont quite remember.. well started drifting apart from alot of people but then again becoming close to many people.. i remember moody gardens. that was an awesome trip..

may- the end of school.. so many things.. so many friends.. memories.. schlitterbahn.. beach bash.. -sigh- cried last day of school.. ill miss everyoneeeeee!

i know that had no point. but deal with it. i was bord -.-

Survey #1::Brought to you by Vitamin CHEESE

About YOU and YOUR family::
What is your middle name? - ng
What is you turkey’s name? - turkey?! whoa. turkey gooood..
How many teeth do you have? - the normal amount minus 2
Who is in your family? mom, dad, leonard, andrew, grandparents
How many kids do you have? - i have a billion (no not really)
How many teeth do your kids have? - hahaha he has 1238574 teeth!
Why does your dad eat potatoes? - because theyre goood

About YOUR home::
What is your bed’s name? - i dont name my beds
How many times do the toilets flush everyday? - like.. a buncha times?
Does your fridge contain batteries? - i think it runs on electricity
How many inches is the door taller than you? - like 7 or 8?

When was the last time YOU…::
Slept on the floor [unexpectedly]? - uhhhh.. i dunno
Talked to your chair? - LAST NIGHT dude.. my chair is so thoughfull..
Flossed your teeth? - yesterday @ the dentist
Gone shopping? - yesterday, but i didnt have enuff money -stupid monkeys-
Picked lint balls off your favorite sweater? haha like in christmas
Plucked a rooster? wen we n my ma go up to them farm house
Thrown your mashed-potatoes up against the wall? well i wuz like 3
Kissed a chipmunk? - man chipmunks are hot
Been to Boston in the fall? - wen i dont remember
Licked a sparkplug? - in my last life.. how do you think i died
Sniffed a stinkbug? - when its started to stink
Painted daises on a big red rubber ball? haha i did that last tuesday!
Bathed in yogurt?- euw thats kinna gross
SWABbed the poop deck? wen the captian tells me to. ai - yi sir

Are YOU…::
Gay, Lez, or BI? - .. straight
Stupid or smart? - both =P
Tall or short? - medium
Sexy or snotty? - im a sexy thang (lol jp)
Snoopy or leave people alone? - depends on who it is and what they know
Stubborn or go-with-the-crowd? - both
Picky or you just don’t care? depends on what

Is this survey..::
a) gay
b) awesome
c) a waste of time
d) randomness

a c and d.. =P

frm lerpys blog =)

hey guys today was pretty interesting. i got up at 8 and went to a service project at 9 to go pick up school supplies for the little kids in mexico. hung out with jessica and jimmy.. i think theres something going on there *^^* hahaha. well leonard got me mickey ds for lunch. then i went home till 5.. and went to jimmys for his graduation party. i got bored of that really fast. now im over at angelas party hanging out on the comp.. i was with miles and this guy steven before but theyre weird. lol.. they were tellin me bout the gay teachers at clems. interesting. well i got to talk to raymond today =) yeah. thats good. well i gotta go. much love-ann

man. last day.. sigh.. imma miss you all so much. keep in touch ovr the summer.. and never forget me =) tarah n sara were crying in alg.. sigh.. went out with steven sarah and law.. then went to dentist.. then to mall/movies. then mishy clark n them came for dinner.. then went to brens =) buhbie

haha today was awesome. got my new cell yesterday.. sweet.. haha debs n tim were over here for a study group.. that was so tyte! pua ha ha ha.. PANTSING. yeah. well gota ctuallys tudy now. buhbie!

hmm. im getting my own cell in july! sweeet. okay. this morning i was late to church. like always. saw kara, jill, mark, miguel, tasha, egge, and the other flip crowds.. right. chinese school was pointless. hung out with saunders.. just figured out that justin is hot but HES NOT COMING BACK NEXT YEAR so i was a lil late. puahaha.. then i just watched pearl harbor.. omg that movie is so effing sad. -sniff- yeah. well anyways. my rents arent letting us go to a flip party so im bored. latez =P

last night sucked. cept for when i went to arnolds house. the end -.- wah. stupid fsms freaks.. so mean.. haha.. oh yeah. frankie! i hope your ass feels better. lol. me might join the gators again cuz i have nothing better to do.. lmao =) laterzzzzz *muahs*

omgsh manda you missed all the fun! study group wuz awesome.. chrissy spandy krissy debs stephen tarah tim mark sara.. pantsing the guys! haha mark im beating you! well i talked to delgado today.. things are okay between us now.. whoa after like 10 months.. thats a long time.. went to piano.. studied for ela test.. -paces- i dun think imma do that good. well i had the pacer test.. wah i stopped at like 30. i have no endurance whatsoever. me n krissy n tarah n debs were talking about it today.. we're never going to see these people again.. unless we like plan something.. its going to be weird not having these people with us every day.. not having them there for us.. and its not really going to hit us until the first day of school in high school.. youd be looking for your regular friends and they wouldnt be tere.. i wanna thank all of my friends this year for everything theyve given me and all the good times weve had.. and how much love theyve given to me over the years.. just to clarify, these are only the people who are going to other schools.. heres to..
rachel- man girl.. every since 1st.. thanks for all the love and randomness n hilarity.. youve always put a smile on my face. i hope i was there whenever you needed me because you were here for me through all the tough times. good luck at dulles!
michael- this year has had its ups and downs.. but youve been there for me.. always given me hugs.. although it didnt feel like we were really friends anymore i always knew that you would be there for me.. thanks for everything.. good luck at elkins!
marcus- this year has been awesome.. youve been the best guy ive ever wanted in my life.. get ready for the weekly smallville calls.. thanks for all of the hugs and the love youve given me.. ill never forget everything youve done. good luck at elkins!
zach- man.. its gonna be hard leaving you.. youve always been so sweet and caring.. and always ready to defend me. thanks for everything this year and last.. youll always have a special place in my heart. thanks for all the hugs. good luck at elkins!
pranay- ive gotten to know you so well this year its sad for it to end. never forget me cuz ill never forget all the good times weve had.. thanks for all the munchies and all the love youve given to me homie k.george.pk. good luck at hightower!
christina- ive only gotten to know you this year but its been an awesome year.. thanks for all the stupidity that always managed to make me smile. stay sweet and stupid.. youre such and awesome friend. thanks for everything. good luck at hightower!
spandana- pe has been a blast.. and ela.. and sci.. lol. dont forget me.. you and your randomness.. always managed to make me smile no matter what. thanks for all of the good times we've had and keep in touch. good luck at hightower!
david- ack. thanks for always pumping me home and all of the talks we've had that have helped me through some very rough times. you'll always be in my heart.. youre truly one of the most caring guys i know. good luck at elkins!
craig- i know that we wrent really that close this year but i always though of you as one of my true friends. since kindie, we've been together.. gonna be weird next year without you. dont forget me cuz i wont forget you. good luck at elkins!
tarah- this year i got to know you a billion times better.. youre a genuinely awesome person.. your hyperness and crazyness and randomness has always managed to make me smile no matter what mood i was in. good luck at dulles!
kristin- hey girl, remember all the good times last year and this year. its been awesome.. death by potluck. always remember our random songs.. and the llamas. never forget the llamas. thanks for everything.. good luck at elkins!
sara- remember the acies always and forever. this year has been awesome.. youre a really awesome person and itll be sad to see you leave. always keep in touch.. we gotta be acie sisters forever =) good luck at elkins!
warren- whoa. i know you way too well. ive been through everything with you.. sad thing that i wont be with you next year.. i hope you have a good time without me.. and never forget me.. thanks for everything throughout the years. good luck at dulles!
chris- shumman.. its been nice knowing ya.. i hope that your life is bright for the next four years.. and that you never forget all the times weve had.. your gayness has affected us all. lol. thanks for all the life lessons. good luck at elkins!
rayray- i got to know you so well this year.. sucks that i didnt sooner. thanks for everything.. the naps in sci.. and all the love youve given me (plus the info on tam) i hope you never forget me cuz i wont forget you. good luck at dulles!
kara- i got to know you so well this year.. i hope that you soon understand algebra/geometry next year.. ill always be here for ya if you need anything. thanks for all the laughs in pe.. hardest ive laughed in a while. good luck at dulles!
amanda- geez.. you stupid chicagoins. haha.. this year has been so awesome with you.. words cant even describe. i hope that you find happiness next year and the years following.. youre an awesome person. good luck at dulles!
toni- ive known you for what seems like forever.. itll really be weird going to school without you. thanks for all the smiles and everything.. youre an awesome person and never change. stay sweet. good luck at dulles!
emily- this year and last has been cool with you.. besides all the punches n slaps. lol.. stay sweet and stop hitting on michael! haha. jp.. i hope you never forget me! youve been an awesome friend. good luck at dulles/elkins!
alex t- haha all your violence.. all the bruises.. jp youve been an awesome person this year.. i cant believe i just really got to know you this year!! mann.. never forget me.. i wont ever forget you. good luck at the stupid private school!

well thats everyone i can think of right now.. tell me if i forgot you! hehe.. well my moms making me get off n study.. so i'll blog more tomorrow =) sigh. finals. already here. meng might move. sigh. ill miss you if you do!

well things are better. i hope thingsll go back to the way they were.. i love you so much =)

sigh

mann.. everythings so messed up now.. and dont ask me if im okay.. bcuz you know the answer to that.. nothings okay.. everythings upside down. the two things that i could always depend on and were stable in my life.. just went away.. i guess.. and i miss.. everything about them.. i cant stop thinking about them.. if i think of something that reminds me of them or see something that reminds me of them.. i start to cry.. and now im all cried out.. i dunno what to do..

grrr.. team party.. got hit in the head iwth a bball.. got in truble with boyd for wearing flipflops (notice im the only one that gets caught) and choir should go to hell =)

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i hate today. worst day of my life. relationship screwed up.. best friendship i think ive ever had screwed up.. -sigh- whatever. screw life.

wah. hey guys. today was interesting. mr alford got mad at me for no reason. petri goin KRAZY. rafferty sucks. i didnt get to finish my essay. bleuagh. well anyway. went to piano (actually pretty coool) and youth board. lmao cindy, laura, will, matt, n rachel!! that was so funn.. hahaha playing ping pong.. good times =) i finishd all my homework *yay* but my bros wont let me get on. so lates =)

well. yesterday sucked. no more about that.. just justine. you tried your hardest so dont blame yourself. today was funny.. during pe i pantsed tim. it was so funny. i go.. "tim! pull your pants up or else i will pull it up/down for you!" and he doesnt..so i pantsed him. it was funny.. haha. i gotta get ready for the choir show. later peoplez

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6th grade choir sux.. cept for juan. omgsh hes so freaking hot.. lmao!! hes buff.. n hes the best singer.. i swear.. but jonathan can beat him >P showkatz sucked.. i saw jenn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay >P_well anyway i gotta start me homework now. haha lates

haha okay im like posting the day after about that day. well that just made no sense. well anyways. i woke up at 2 and attempted to do my ela homework.. bren called.. then at like 7 eric rutledge came over and bren was outside so we went walking around then hung out in my backyard in the swingy chair (too bad for you karin! lol) then my parents and brother went out to eat (leonard was at prom) so i went over to brennans and ate pizza and watched zoolander. -magnum!- haha.. yeah. well i came back home around 10:30 and just went online and did my homework and stuff.. well i found out that raymonds home!! yay. lol. so i was forced to do my chinese homework and stuff like that. then.. yeah. i went to sleep around 3:30.. but i actually finished my ela homework that was due monday.. now just to finish the crud due tuesday. haha.. yeah. that was my day. today i went to church. and right now im dead tired. so yeah. later peoples.

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funny story.. im at church.. and this random fat short black kid walks by.. and my mom points at her and says.. 'see her? thats how fat your grandfather wants you to be' and im like.. what the? right. so chinese school was gay. i was the candy lady today.. just eating the whole time. then i had to stay after to study for the gay final since the teacher wouldnt be there next week. how gay is that. haha.. yeah. well anyways.. dinner at my house for mothers day. i wish raymond or arnold would call

whoa. beach bash was awesome despite what other people have said. we had periods 1-4 and we did absolutely nothing, i basically played vc every period. then we went to lunch then had to wait in the commons. bus ride there was pretty boring.. i had noone to talk to so i was just sitting there and ashee did my hair. when we got there i met up with debbie masie dani stephen james rayray mok jessi and hannah and we all put our stuff together and just hung out for a little while. then i got into the water and started goofing off with my other friends, and i got one of those squirt balls and hit the guys with them, then i threw a water balloon at them. they got kinna mad. then all of the guys went in the water and james dunked me like 10 times. by the end of the day he dunked me like 15 times.. yeah. then i hung out with the mathcount nerd people and got dunked by pranay and warren. then i went over to that volleyball place and played with them.. then went back over to the other side and hung out with alex and rayray. rayray made this huge design out of the sand and it looked pretty nifty. so me and alex were just eating stuff when the others came back. well i cant remember in what order i did things next, but i remember going to the kareoke place and singing 3 songs.. and playing in the sand was awesome.. and someone pissed me off really bad by 1. saying that i dedicated the song 'heaven' to daniel and 2. for putting sand down my swim suit. well. rayray was being a weirdo and he like.. dug these huge holes in the sand.. it was pretty funny. when people would ask him why he was digging or what he was doing, he would be like.. 'having fun' in this really wierd voice.. haha. then i went and hung out with eric lin.. hes a slow runner. haha. then i went swimming with stuart and brian and emily and them. yeah. got dunked a billion more times. stupid brian. and stuart. haha and emily. well. then just sat down and hung out. then i went back over to the dance.. randomly danced with alex. haha that was fun! rachel went too! i was so freaking happy that she was there. shes feeling a billion times better now. and then me and jessi were teaching the guys how to dance. then lydia joined us. that was soo funny!! haha.. pranay and matt seem to like the dirty dancing *^^* haha well the dance was awesome.. i danced with spencer anderson because he asked me and im nice.. pranay and he actually didnt trip me. haha.. james.. jason.. marcus.. and eric. then we went to go back on the bus i was talking to jessi hannah rj and james.. then on the bus ride home me and ally burgess were just talking.. it was pretty cool. we got to the school and i went wandering looking for people. used marcus's cell and called and hung out with meng and chris and jessi then went home. well all in all, it was a good day. haha.. amanda i hope you had fun out of school too!

my friend

as this year comes to an end
i am proud to call you a true friend.
through the thick and thin youve stood by
youve wiped my tears when i started to cry.
i will always remember the times we had
some were happy, others were sad.
as we go our separate ways
in my heart you will always stay.
through it all i know its true
i found a real friend
a friend in you.

by me 03.08.03

well today was interesting. school.. boring stuff.. made a new way of signing my best friends yearbooks. i take the shape of a shooting star and write it to make it look like a shooting star. look in debbies, tonis, and tims. its all in theirs. broadcasting was pointless.. yeah. advisory i just signed tims yearbook. science was boring.. team time i just signed debbs and tonis yearbook. pe was augh. i have no endurance whatsoever. -gags- well after school i had showkatz.. we figured out how we were going to work the spring show and we saw justin! he looks.. different. hes a faker though.. haha. well i was playing with the microphone stand and it closed on top of my hand so now its like bleeding and its pretty gross. i have that annual 8th grade awards ceremony tonight.. and beach bash is tomorrow. yay. well ill blog more later.. maybe i should do a shoutout. todays shoutout goes to.. david western

david-hey.. i havnt known you for a long time but since i have known you, youve been a great friend to me. youve always been there to listen to whatever ive said and youve always pumped me home whenever i was too tired to walk. i'll miss you next year and the year after that, you have to keep in touch you hear? stay sweet and well.. tall.. and never forget me alright? thanks for all of the good memories.. your chip sandwiches are just weird though. haha love ya

understand

i dont understand
how it got out of hand
lost my grip
as i started to slip
all started spinning
just when i thought i was winning
seems so unreal
all this that i feel
is like nothing before
keeps giving me more
than i can stand
so i ran
to nowhere at all
and i fall
in the chaotic mess
just need some rest
but it wont come
and i hear the hum
of the wind that isnt blowing
because i search for the all-knowing
without a clue
i run over my shoe
trip and stumble
feel the rumble
of the world that stopped turning
prevent myself from learning
why it all screams
or so it seems
and all caused by
the falling of the sky
it slipped out of my hands
and nobody understands

LoL i doubt anyone actually reads this stuff -.- wel neways i dun think i blogged yesterday. i wuz 5 minutes late but mr hurley didn notice.. n then i got in truble wit alex.. mr alford took up my science hw.. had a sub in boyd.. petri had a outburst.. pe is gay.. and 7th wuz borign lyk it always is. today.. hmm.. i wuz actually on time cuz brenn gave me a ride >P algebra.. i actually got rational expressions!! mwa ha ha ha.. thnx pranay ur my hero!! okay. 3rd period watched the movie n got in truble cuz my hero n mark kept untying my shoes. lunch wuz interesting.. i wuz just stealing elfin freddies food n signing yearbooks. pretty funn... 5th period we did show stuff.. yeah mrs petri having her weird phases agen.. 7th period so boring.. did my chinese homework, signed yrbooks, n read ahead of the class -.- right. got home, wrote a whooole page in pranays yearbook.. went to piano n all me n paulina did wuz talk *no playing. sweet* then got home, did my hw, n now im watching angel. angels getting realy weird now.. but smallville yesterday wuz awesome!!!!!! i called marcus n we were watchin it together.. havnt called him in sucha long time!! well raymonds at this ranch place n he called me today.. his friends r pretty peculiar.. haha. well nweays.. gotta do my ela hw. latess

hmm convos with my mom r weird..

mom-let me see the yearbook
me-okay
mom-this is you!
me-no it isnt
mom-yes it is! it looks like you
me-no it isnt..
mom-areyou sure it isnt you?!
me-IT ISNT ME!
mom-okay. why did you buy a yearbook if you dont have a picture in it!?
me-bcuz i made it!
mom-you made what?!
me-nevermind
mom-look at this picture! looks like your aunt
me-okay thats great
mom-really! look at it. ahh you messed up ur yearbook right away
me-okay...
mom-wheres your cuzin matthew lee here..
mom-that interests me. my daughter isnt in here. any at all. ahh in volleyball you're in here. what about choir? wheres choir in here?
mom-yeahhh i saw honor society my daughter's in here.. in choir my daughters in here.. how comes theres no showkatz in here? huh?huh?huh? whoooooooo you got the memories in here.

about 30 seconds later...
mom-whoaaa.. my pretty pretty girl..
.... you can prolly think of the rest.. omigsh my moms krazy krazy krazy

pschotic mothers scare me.

hm.. schlitterbahn wuz interesting. i got up at 5:45.. wuz supposed to be there at 5:45.. that wuznt very cool. bus ride i went to sleep n woke up to do lyk 8 people's hair in french braids n watched hook.. ru-fi-oooohhh! k. competition wuz.. ahryte i guess. we got all ones and so did cameral.. cameral got best in class. congrats guys.. then at schlitterbahn.. we got lost n ended up at the same gas station that we did before.. bus driver wuz following these 3 hot guys wen we got there.. haha. there are nooo hot guys a schlitterbahn.. i hung out with laura n ashee.. then we lost ashee.. so me n laura went on a buncha rides n found ashee caity n haley at blastenhoff.. but we couldnt find lauras mom!! oh btw the corn there is gooood. haha.. okay so we go back to the other park.. n we go in the lil relaxing pool thing.. me n laura hitting on random guys frm beck -hahaha- and those guys frm humble!! they kept following us.. hahahha. steven dude wuz cool tho. ahryte. then we went back to blastenhoff to see if we could find lauras mom.. she wuz there the whole time.. got mighty pissed off at laura.. we went back to the other park n me n ashee n laura checked out the gift shop.. went to the awards ceremony thingie.. kinna boring.. haha i met this guy frm fbboys choir named andrew.. he sed that david joseph wuz gonna ask me out.. but david sed that andrew liked me.. so thats a bit weird. okay so we get back on da bus.. n wen we're pulling out of the schlitterbahn grounds.. this guy is sitting on the curb.. talking on a cell.. and hes pretty hot.. n he starts giving us his number.. it wuz pretty funnyss.. beth tried to memorize it but she didnt get all of it. so neways.. we go to dinner... me n warren n rahil n a bunch of other 7th graders go to mickey ds.. then all these other schools get there so we r bout to get on the bus n the bus driver wont let us on cuz 'the point of stopping here was to eat your food at the restaurant and not on the bus' so i just ate my food.. haha i completely forgot that friday wuz warrens bday... okay then we get on da bus n start goin home.. i feel really sick n stuff so i like fall asleep.. grease wuz on.. every1 wuz juss talking n stuff.. ppl sed that brian n sara were making out.. which i do not kno the truth to. so we get back at like 12.. n the bus driver just passes by the school... so she makes a uturn.. bus drivers r so slow. geez. so neways. i get home.. n i go to sleep at like 2 cuz i wuz looking at the clements yearbook.. n my dad got p/oed cuz i wanted to look at the yearbook n i wuznt tired yet.. so he started yelling at me. well today.. i get up at like 12:45 and.. my throat hurt.. i had a huuuge headache.. my legs were sore.. n my contacts werent really.. working right i guess. so i go to take a shower.. my dad gets pissed that i took to long in the shower n started yelling at me. i went to chinese school.. didnt really do nething there.. so then. i get out 30 minuts early cuz its my grandmothers bday.. i get to the car.. my dads yelling at me cuz i wore flipflops.. n that i brought magazines to chinese school n ppl were reading them while the teacher wuz telling us 'to do our workbook'. then i get in the middle seats of the car and my dad yells at me agen.. bcuz he wants me to sit in the front. he doesnt want to feel that hes the chauffer. so i dont want to sit in the front bcuz i just want to go to sleep and he yells at me.. so i move to the front n ignore him the whole time.. n now hes getting mad at me for being online cuz i have 11 problems of algebra that i have to do that i dotn even fucking understand. i dont like today. today wuz krappy. raymonds gone for a week too.. mannssssssssssssss i wanna.. go somewhere else besides here. go far far far away..

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19 days of school left? or summwhere around there.. wah gnna mis every1. another person tol me story bout sara n brian. tru or no? ahhh so confused. imma miss everyone wen ms is over.. ok well ill do shoutoutz later.. n i hope debbs figures everythings out n has a better tomorrow cuz i luv her to biiitttssss

hey guyss.. yearbooks look awesome! go me n manda n debbs! lol yahhh im over at stephens rite now n theyre all pantsing each other while i juss laff.. haha they went out to play bball so im like all alone >P ahryte peoplez, laters!!